Thursday, February 14, 2013

என் காதலே....





உனை பார்க்கும் முதல் நொடியில்
உயிர்த்தெழும் என் உள்ளம்

நீ பேசும் வார்த்தைகளால்
நிறையும் என் மௌனம்....

கை கோர்த்து நடக்கையில்
ஒட்டி பிறந்தததை போல் ஆனந்தம்...

உன் விரல் என் கன்னத்தை சீண்டுகையில்,
பறிப்போகும் என் நாணம்...

தோள் மீது சாய வைத்து ,
விழி பார்த்து பேசுகையில்...
உணர்த்தேன் உன் காதலின் ஆழம்...

எதற்கும் கலங்கா மனம் கொண்ட மன்னனாய் நீ இருந்தும்...
என் கண்ணில் ஓர் துளி வழியும் கண்ணீரில்,
கல்லும் கரைவது போல்
உடையும் உன் உயிர்...

உனை பற்றி கூற...
உன் காதலை போற்ற...
எனக்கில்லை வார்த்தை...
உன் உயிர் கொண்ட காதல்
உளராமல் போக,
என் உயிர் இருக்கும் நொடி வரை
உனை உயிராக காதலிப்பேன்.....

Friday, July 13, 2012

War of hearts



Pain, anger and frustrate,
Life has touched us with these taste....

Pity you and pity my life,
Never matched, still bonded like scissor and knife.....

We know , What is What ?
But anger beholds all our thoughts.....

Bewildered every time,
How I fail & how you triumph...

Yet, I know your pain,
But you ignore to know mine.....

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Shattered !!!



Everyday the pain which engulfs me,
Have changed from what I have to be...
The glimpse of dream I have ever seen,
Followed like shadow but never been,
A part of my sadden life,
And it can never be too.....

Am keep on crying for help,
But no one dare to do it self......
I can vision only through the tears,
But people never change for years....
Though shattered into broken pieces,
I don't want to pirk anyone's peace...

Let me go....
Let me go......
It may not bring joy and many more...
But it will bring peace for sure....



Thursday, March 29, 2012

மாற்றத்தின் பாடம்



காலம் மாறலாம்,

கலைகள் மாறலாம்,
தோற்றம் மாறலாம்,
சுற்றம் மாறலாம்,

வேதனைகளின் குவியலில், உன் நற்குணங்கள் மூடி மறைந்ததென் ?
உன்னை நீயே தேடி பார்க்கும் அவல நிலை ஏன் ?
கண்ணாடியில் தெரியும் உருவம் , நீ தானா !!! என உன் விழிகள் வியப்பதென்,விழிப்பதென் ?

வெள்ளை காகிதமாய் உன் மனம்,
யவரையும் தாழ்த்தாத உன் குணம்,
குழந்தையின் சிரிப்பில் ஊர்வலம்,
உன்னை போல் நல்லவள் யாருமில்லை என்ற பெருமிதம்,
அனைத்தையும் தொலைத்து விட்டு, 
நிற்கதியாய் நிற்பதேன்.....

உறவுகளின் வலிமை அதன் உண்மையில் உள்ளது,
சூழ்நிலையை சுட்டிக்காட்டி , நீ பொய் சொல்ல முயலாதே,
கோடி கண்ணீர் சிந்தினாலும் , உன் பொய் உண்மையாகாது,
உறவுகளின் தஞ்சம் இன்றி, உனை பஞ்சம் சூழும்....
முகமின்றி முகவரின்றி மறைந்திடுவாய்...

நீ முன்னால், தங்கத்தாரகையாய் இருந்தால் என்ன ? 
பொய் பேசிய பின் , நீ தங்க முலாம் பூசிய ஈயம் தானடி !!!!

உண்மை கசந்தாலும், உன்னை நிலைநாட்டும்,
பொய்யின் ஆரம்பம் , உன் அழிவின் அடையாளம்,
நீ இழக்கும் செல்வங்கள் , உன் அன்பார்ந்த நெஞ்சங்கள்,
இதை உரைப்பதும் நீயே , உணர வேண்டியதும் நீயே.....

மாயை உலகம் இது , அது உன்னை மாற்றி விட முயலும் ,
மாறாதிரு , இதை மறவாதிரு....

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

பிரிவு!!!




விழி இரண்டில் கண்ணீர சூழ,
மனம் உடைந்து இரண்டாய் போக,
சந்தித்தேன் உன் பிரிவை.....


உன்னில் பிழை இல்லை,
நானும் அங்ஙனமே...
என் உறவு பொய் இல்லை,
நீயும் அங்ஙனமே....
காலத்தின் கட்டாயமோ,
இந்த காதலின் பிரிவு...


உன் காயம் பெரியதா,
என் வலிகள் பெரியதா என்ற
விவாதம் ஓயாமல் தொடருமோ!!! என அச்சுறுத்தும் இந்த பிரிவு...


வாழும் நாட்கள் இங்கு சுமையாய் ஆனதென்,
உயிர்முச்சு வாங்க , அது பிழையாய் போனதேன்..
என் நினைவு அச்சகத்தில் , உன் பெயரின் பதிப்பு எண்ணில் அடங்கா....
உற்சாகம் தரும் உன் நினைவிற்கு எதிராய் , சோர்வை தரும் உன் பிரிவு.....


இரவின் பின் விடியல் நிச்சயம்,
பிரிவின் பின்................................................................... ?


Sunday, April 24, 2011

The three magical words !!!

She stood at one end facing off from him... Tears are tangling in her eyes without dropping. Unable to face him, she turned back without facing him. It was a very calm surrounding, beautifully glorifying the evening with the chirping sounds of birds, the soft noise of the breeze, the golden light pouring through the rays of the sunset and the silence glooming the situation.

Adhi(Aditya) walked towards her and stood still for a few minutes, and then he grabbed her shoulder gently and turned her to face him. As her chin and eyes were seeing the ground he took it above to look into her eyes sternly.

Her eyes reflect her heart completely. It conveyed him everything. With a sweet smile, he asked her “What happened to my dear?”, though he read her mind already. Actually he was pretty much impressed with himself as he made her to break down emotionally for the first time. Pooja is a very stubborn girl, a never give up attitude and strong in heart and mind, simple and straight-forward, down to earth person. And more than these, she is the most beautiful girl on the earth.

And if such a girl got her nerves because of a guy means, that’s appreciable right?

She had occupied his heart, mind, thoughts, speech, everything. Though he knows that she got the same feeling for him but very stubborn to express it, he decided to make her tell it from her mouth. A girl never accepts if the care shown to them has been shared or gets deviated from them and more importantly girls never like if they are compared with someone else. And he did that obviously. The silence war started when he talked about another girl whom they know very well. He told her, “Pia is very intelligent and pretty looking, right? She got a great personality and passionate about everything like you. I am pretty much impressed with her. And she shares me everything like you and considers me an important person in her life.”

Pooja carried a “Never Mind” attitude to all his crap talk. But it came to an end, when he finished it as “I too care for Pia the same way I do to you.” And here the fight continues…

She showed off her face again and went to another end. After a while regaining her consciousness and realizing of her being behaving like this, she brought back her composure and talked to him with her stubborn attitude, “Nothing happened big, just sank into deep thoughts regarding my future, simple”. Though she tried to talk firmly, he felt her shakiness in her voice.
He extended her thoughts by asking, “Future? What suddenly happened to concentrate on your future now dear?”

Out of rage, she told him “Oh come on, Will you move out of the topic? And will you stop calling dear? You are aware of it, that I don’t like people calling me dear”.
He said, “Yes dear, I knew it. But I hope that there is some difference between me and others. Isn’t it?”

She still continued her anger responding him, “No there is no difference, and all are same to me”.

He dragged her towards him quickly and holds his arms around her waist to that close that she can hear his heart beats. Looking into her eye which is reluctantly trying to hide from his, he asked “Why you are in anger now? What is troubling you? Look into mine and give me an answer. “

She dared to utter any word now and gasped looking at him.

He continued, “I saw a beautiful droplet in your beautiful eyes like dew resting in a rose petal. And I know it’s formed for me and because of me. Agreed?” She flipped her eyes as a sign of yes with a little nod which he can’t capture. But her mouth said, “No, I never cry” immersed very deeply in to his eyes.

“Liar, don’t lie to me Pooja, I read your thoughts by looking into your eyes. I knew the reason behind your anger and I know why you are tensed up right now” he said.
She asked, “Then you are troubling me now, knowing everything. I knew guys always wanted to make girls cry and enjoy it. Boys are sick and you are the most dangerous one. “She tried to escape from his hold as her tears are on the way back to her eyes. But she was unable to move from his holds as it became even stronger now.

He moved his head front to reach her ear and said, “Finally you agreed that something is there and I am responsible for it. Your conception about boys is wrong, esp. if it’s about me then I must clarify it, right? I will give you my shoulder to cry, arms to hold, and love to console you, if you tend to cry because of me. Those are most valuable things to me, your tears. I don’t have any idea about others, but I am damn sure about myself towards you. I just wanted to hear those magical 3 words which every guy wish to earn from his girl. And hence, I wanted you to realize it and I wished to know how you react to it.

With the weak sobs dried and faded, she said “You are great idiot, Adhi with a cute smile in her face. And you don’t dare to talk about any other girl to me again. Still standing in his warm wrap, she touched his face and caressing his hair she said with such an intense in her voice and eyes locked into his eyes, “You are important me, I like you a lot because you know what I need by seeing my eyes. I always wondered how you to get to know everything. You do anything for me without a second thought. Everyone knows that I don’t express anything to anyone but you brought it out of me. You made me feel special among others. Your care which changed me a lot, how I supposed to leave you sharing it with someone else. And now listen to my heart beat which tells your name.” By saying this, she hugged him and happy tears rested in his shoulders. Frozen by her words and closeness, he told to himself “My best day in my life.” Overwhelmed by joy, he wanted to shout and jump, but he is still waiting for those exact words from her. He tapped her head gently and called her by name. “Pooja, so you are not angry on me anymore right?” She interrupted him and told, “I know you culprit, and this is not enough for you, right. Then open your heart to listen now to your long waited three words.” She whispered in his ear, you are going to get more than you have expected. And looking into his eyes again, she said,

I am Possessive on you, will never let you share my care to someone else.

I need you, throughout my life.

Will never leave, till I die. He stopped her without uttering the word completely by placing his finger over her lips. But she still continued.

And, I love you, throughout my entire life. Till I live in this world, I will never miss to express it and bring you joy. Even after me leaving this world, my memories will love you and bring you happiness, Adhi. Did you hear more than what you have expected, Adhi? She is smiling with every muscle in her face with twinkling eyes.

He cried in joy and hugged her tightly. Standing at the hilltop, he shouted like anything and it echoed everywhere. He said, “I got my life, what else I need still. You are the most precious thing I ever owned. And I will never leave anything happen to you, Pooja. And I will never let you down. Will live up to your expectations and make myself more worthy to you. I love you. Sorry, I am unable to speak now due to extreme happiness.” And he continued to shout like a mad. Then they walked holding their hands in between the carved mountain road, playing, shouting, and chatting happily ever after.

Thursday, April 14, 2011